TERMAKTUB - IT'S WRITTEN
You know, ever since I was a little girl, I always said that I would marry an ang moh in the future. Thanks to TV, Hollywood and Power Rangers too *Power Rangers??? Smack forehead* I jumped at the golden opportunity to drool over all the good looking ang mohs. You know, those deep set eyes, colored iris, SHARP NOSE, blonde or light brown colored hair, tall, fit body frame, fair et cetera. I find all these features highly interesting.
Which is why I have been telling everyone in my family that I, am destined to marry a handsome ang moh in the near future. To further substantiate my stand, I'm gonna study in the States, sooner or later!
Cute right? Too bad he already berpunya *muka takde hope dah*And due to my extreme proclivity towards ang mohs, my grandmother would try her best to "poison" my mind. Especially when I told that straight to her face (in a chirpy mood of course). I was still in RPS Rendah then...
Me: I want to marry gwei lou when I am older. *muka innocent*
Granny: No no no, gwei lou very dirty wan...they don't wash their undies!!! *muka swet...some more got the exclaimation mark in her tone*
Sigh. Inilah nenek aku, so kua cheong.
Anyway, as I grew older and mature, I realized that I was not the kind of sweet and submissive kind of girl. My deafening voice, my "dare-devil" nature, my talkativeness, my boyish character and maybe my brain (???) were clearly evidences to my being of a non-conformative and non-conventional type of Chinese girl. They were definitely not the typical characteristics that you can found in any other sweet and docile Chinese girls. In fact, I think it applies to most Asian-bred Asians.
Like Choi Ji-woo for example. Asian guys would be going ga-ga over her. Especially with her muka kesian that kinda shit face.
And Song Hye-kyo also. She was portrayed as this soft-speaking and gentle *cue weak* girl in Autumn in My Heart. Always in need of some macho fella to protect her.
And guys being guys (especially Asian guys, NOT ALL THOUGH), they simply hated it when they came across girls who fall into this category of not Asian-ized females. This, once again, clearly reflected how vain and superficial Asian guys can get at times. They simply detested girls who could summon an intellectual conversation.
Oh, even Falling Snow (a blogger also, XX) also felt the same thing. As I rummaged through her blog archives, man, she's basically my twin!
Oklah, I'm not as famous as her. Let me syok sendiri also cannot meh now? She practically summed up what I've been trying to explain to my parents (and relatives too) about me having the intention of marrying an ang moh, aside being accused of a Party Sarong Girl wannabe.
I always felt that I could never connect to any Asian guys at all, especially the Chinks. Sometimes, I find them superficial. All they cared about girls were either how sweet and quiet and pretty (NOT HOT because HOT = SLUT that they wanted to fuck with) they could get or how dumb they really were. I think this probably had something to do with the ancient Asian ideology that girls belong only, and solely to the kitchen and their homes. They just could not survived in the outside world on their own, especially not without PROPER protection from their men.
Screw you, stupid ideology! Whoever came up with this bullshit is clearly a misogynist and a mega chauvinist.
-Off to my daydreams of getting married to an ang moh-
Photo credit to Falling Snow @ XX
Me: I want to marry gwei lou when I am older. *muka innocent*
Granny: No no no, gwei lou very dirty wan...they don't wash their undies!!! *muka swet...some more got the exclaimation mark in her tone*
Sigh. Inilah nenek aku, so kua cheong.
Anyway, as I grew older and mature, I realized that I was not the kind of sweet and submissive kind of girl. My deafening voice, my "dare-devil" nature, my talkativeness, my boyish character and maybe my brain (???) were clearly evidences to my being of a non-conformative and non-conventional type of Chinese girl. They were definitely not the typical characteristics that you can found in any other sweet and docile Chinese girls. In fact, I think it applies to most Asian-bred Asians.
Like Choi Ji-woo for example. Asian guys would be going ga-ga over her. Especially with her muka kesian that kinda shit face.And Song Hye-kyo also. She was portrayed as this soft-speaking and gentle *cue weak* girl in Autumn in My Heart. Always in need of some macho fella to protect her.And guys being guys (especially Asian guys, NOT ALL THOUGH), they simply hated it when they came across girls who fall into this category of not Asian-ized females. This, once again, clearly reflected how vain and superficial Asian guys can get at times. They simply detested girls who could summon an intellectual conversation.
Oh, even Falling Snow (a blogger also, XX) also felt the same thing. As I rummaged through her blog archives, man, she's basically my twin!
Oklah, I'm not as famous as her. Let me syok sendiri also cannot meh now? She practically summed up what I've been trying to explain to my parents (and relatives too) about me having the intention of marrying an ang moh, aside being accused of a Party Sarong Girl wannabe.
I always felt that I could never connect to any Asian guys at all, especially the Chinks. Sometimes, I find them superficial. All they cared about girls were either how sweet and quiet and pretty (NOT HOT because HOT = SLUT that they wanted to fuck with) they could get or how dumb they really were. I think this probably had something to do with the ancient Asian ideology that girls belong only, and solely to the kitchen and their homes. They just could not survived in the outside world on their own, especially not without PROPER protection from their men.
Screw you, stupid ideology! Whoever came up with this bullshit is clearly a misogynist and a mega chauvinist.
-Off to my daydreams of getting married to an ang moh-
Photo credit to Falling Snow @ XX
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