Shit! I'm pregnant!
NoOOooOOoo!!!Obviously, I'm not pregnant. Lol, like why the hell do you think I'm pregnant? But I did developed another type of morning sickness.
I'm not sure if this happens to any other homo sapiens but each morning, fresh from the bed, I get this really moody and gloomy feeling. If something's not right or if it's not the way that I wanted it to be, I'll start to curse silently in my whispers. You know, like how those mentally-handicapped fellas in Hospital Tanjung Rambutan (in case you guys didn't know what it is, it's the asylum).
The next thing I know, my face turns expressionless like this:
Er, something like this-lah...Maybe even worse, I think. Sometimes, people who didn't know that I am suffering from this sickness will probably think that "Hey, this girl is so cocky. Who does she thinks who she is? Britney Spears?"
I never liked Britney though. Wtf. Whatever.
Anyway, so yeah, I get gloomy and moody and I simply do not feel like talking at all. However, I will still, surreptitiously, steal glands at some eye candies (macamlah ada) before smiling to myself. Hehe...oh my god, now I sounded like some "chi sin" woman! *gasp*
I seek no medical treatment from any doctors, fearing that they might used me as a research specimen. Hence, I have no choice but to diagnose myself. I started from the root of the problem and to my amazement, I discovered that I have had this sickness for a LONG time!
Since primary school, I have to take a bus to school, resulting in having me to wake up at the break of dawn (5:30am you know). And I always hated that. Upon boarding the bus (some more got no air-con), I will get my butt a seat and started to doze off because apparently, there's no one to talk too. It makes sense, considering that most, if not all of us in the bus, are not having an exactly conscious mind. The surrounding's still dark and the dim yellow-lightbulbs in the bus only make things gloomier.
Even into the Fourth Form when I started to have Mei Sin as my bus-mate, I speak almost nothing to her aside from the occasional good mornings. *Gasp* The rest of the journey? I guess I ignored her most of the time, you know. Geez, I hope she wasn't mad or something. Sorry.
Only later on in school that I began to feel normal, that I started to talk to the people. Hoo hoo, Ajuma Lai, Sexymutha (Haha...that name...), sometimes Hong and oh, Ajuma Lian also.
Ok, so that's how I developed the morning sickness. Wait a minute. Would I ever be cured??? *Gasp*
I never liked Britney though. Wtf. Whatever.
Anyway, so yeah, I get gloomy and moody and I simply do not feel like talking at all. However, I will still, surreptitiously, steal glands at some eye candies (macamlah ada) before smiling to myself. Hehe...oh my god, now I sounded like some "chi sin" woman! *gasp*
I seek no medical treatment from any doctors, fearing that they might used me as a research specimen. Hence, I have no choice but to diagnose myself. I started from the root of the problem and to my amazement, I discovered that I have had this sickness for a LONG time!
Since primary school, I have to take a bus to school, resulting in having me to wake up at the break of dawn (5:30am you know). And I always hated that. Upon boarding the bus (some more got no air-con), I will get my butt a seat and started to doze off because apparently, there's no one to talk too. It makes sense, considering that most, if not all of us in the bus, are not having an exactly conscious mind. The surrounding's still dark and the dim yellow-lightbulbs in the bus only make things gloomier.
Even into the Fourth Form when I started to have Mei Sin as my bus-mate, I speak almost nothing to her aside from the occasional good mornings. *Gasp* The rest of the journey? I guess I ignored her most of the time, you know. Geez, I hope she wasn't mad or something. Sorry.
Only later on in school that I began to feel normal, that I started to talk to the people. Hoo hoo, Ajuma Lai, Sexymutha (Haha...that name...), sometimes Hong and oh, Ajuma Lian also.
Ok, so that's how I developed the morning sickness. Wait a minute. Would I ever be cured??? *Gasp*
You silly girl.. I do recall you being a teeny-weeny bit glum on those school mornings. Those who didn't know you must've thought you were some snob or smtg. But then again, most of us are like that. Reluctant to go to school to undergo another 6 hours of mental torture. So I'm guessing, maybe you dread the day ahead.. Do you? Don't think bout what's gonna happen k? Just allow your heart to open up to various possibilities. Maybe you'd meet a long-lost friend? Maybe you'd receive a smile from a stranger. Simple pleasures like that. I'll pray for you okie. Have a nice day Jung. And remember, focus on the simple pleasures in life (eventho I know the hard times outweigh those things) But then, it's all in the mind ritey? HUAI TING cheengoo!!!! (((((:
ReplyDeleteYah ajuma-sshi...how come you are always that comforting with your words? *muka amat touch*
ReplyDeleteThanks!!!